A taste of the future

My mum & younger sister has gone to the USA for 11 days, leaving my dad & I back here. In another words I have to do all the housework and cook as well. I haven’t done anything like for over a year now (I use to house share with some friends when I was at university). I can barely remember how to cook food properly.

My next few days is going to be unbarred with housework and chores. This will actually be a good experience for me. I’ll get to experience what it’s like to work full time and then coming home to cook etc. At the moment my mum does everything, so I just go to work, then come home to a prepared dinner. After dinner I have plenty of time for myself. However for the next few days I’m going to have to come home and cook dinner. Over the weekends I’ll need to do laundry and clean the house.

This will give me a taste of my future when I move away from my parents.

My friend Jenny has recently started making youtube videos. She’s doing health & beauty product reviews. If you’re into that kind of stuff please subscribe to her and support her. She’s a lovely & extremely sweet girl.

Away a little

My offline life has over taken my online life. These last two weeks has been pretty crazy for me, busy with activities and loads of think about.

I am glad that I have a world online, whether is blogging or playing an mmorpg. It allows me to move myself away from problems that are happening in real life. Playing an mmorpg allows me to have fun with my friends, concentrate on leveling my character or farming items.

The online world is a place for people to escape to, I know this is true for many people. The online world is a place where we can be ourselves or even pretend to be someone we can’t be in real life. We can meet some amazing people outside of our circle.

I have made some great friends while playing mmorgps and some are even my real life friends now. I have also made some lovely friends through this blog. It makes me smile when I read all your lovely comments and I love returning them too.

• What are your thoughts about the online world?
• Why do you blog?

Guy (or girl) Problems

Guy problems are always annoying, especially if it’s between two guys. Two guys liking one girl, then that girl have to choose which one. Why can’t that girl just have both? Sounds a little like Twilight Saga (if you have read Twilight, you’ll know what I mean).

So yeah, I’m in a situation where I’m that girl and there’s two guys involved. Both are great guys, how do I know which one is the right one? One of them is my 7 year boyfriend! We’ve been together since I was 15 years old (on & off a few times). I was 15 years old back then, I can barely remember it now. I was 15…did I really know what I was doing?

I recently met someone, he’s extremely cute and we get along well. We’ve been good friends and still is. But I just can’t help having feelings for him because I’ve been attracted to him for a while. How do I know if he’s boyfriend material or he doesn’t feel the same way?

Is it normal to have feelings for another person while with someone? Would it be worth giving up a 7 years relationship for a random guy? Am I only here because it’s been 7 years and sounds like a waste to give up now?

My whole world is involved around him now, we have so many friends together, we do a lot together, my parents approve of him. If I give up, I’m not just giving up him, but the current world I’m in.

I’ve only ever had one boyfriend (my current one) so not experienced with guys at all…I have no idea what I’m doing. It does make me feel a little like I’m trapped inside this little well and I have no idea what’s outside of it.

Sometimes I wish I didn’t get into such a long term serious relationship when I was so young. Maybe I should have waited till I was a bit older. At least I would have experienced enough to know what to look for in a guy and I’ll know what type of guy is right for me.